I slipped into the coat room closet, glad to find it empty, and planted my back against the wall. What on earth was that? I’d nearly kissed a total stranger, which was so not like me. While I wasn’t a prude, I’d never had an intimate moment of any sort with a man I hadn’t been dating. Even then, I’d never experienced such magnetism. I’d let Declan hold me against his strong, broad chest, rubbing my arms, making me feel safe, and all I knew about the man was his favorite food, favorite color, astrological sign, and the neighborhood he lived in. We’d spoken for all of ten minutes, maybe, and if those guys hadn’t come out onto the patio, interrupting us, I would’ve let him kiss me.
I slammed my hand against my forehead. “God, what were you thinking?” I murmured. I was at work. I’m a professional for heaven’s sake. I’d never allowed myself to be distracted at an event like that before, let alone act like a teenager because the sexiest guy in the room brought me a glass of champagne. I whimpered. “Pull it together, Gwendolyn.” After a few steadying breaths, I went back into the ballroom and prepared for the final task of the evening: the cake cutting.
Once the dessert had been served and the party had wound down, I sought out my clients to wish them good night. Dylan had his arm draped around Autumn, both of them looking deliriously happy, and they were surrounded by a few members of the bridal party. Thankfully, Declan wasn’t one of them.
“Pardon me.” I stepped into their circle. “I wanted to congratulate you both again and say thank you for trusting me with your special day.”
Autumn stepped away from her new husband and flung her arms around me. “Thank you so much for everything, Gwendolyn. It was absolutely perfect.” She released me and I couldn’t help the warm, happy feeling filling me up.
“Yes, thank you.” Dylan shook my hand.
“It was my pleasure.”
One of the bridesmaids, Lana, clapped her hands together. “Gwendolyn, you must do Jesse’s and my wedding next spring.” Her emerald green eyes were wide with excitement and something clicked as I remembered the names on the bridal party roster. Lana Murphy. Declan Murphy. No doubt they were related.
I blushed. “Oh. Sure, why don’t you give me a call this week and we can set up a meeting.”
“Perfect.” She flashed me a familiar grin.
I needed to get out of there. “I’ll make sure the brunch is set up for you tomorrow. Let me know if there’s anything else you need.”
Autumn nodded. “Thank you.”
I spun on my heels and made a beeline for the hallway, picking up speed the closer I got because obviously if I walked faster, he wouldn’t see me. Once down the hall, I squeezed into the elevator as the doors were shutting. I was about to release a sigh of relief, but coughed instead when the doors closed behind me, trapping me in the elevator with the one person I’d been hiding from.
“Declan,” the name fell from my lips, not so much addressed to him as it was the result of my shock.
His eyes widened. Clearly, he’d been as surprised as I’d been, but then his shoulders released and he grinned. “Gwen.”
I stood there staring at him like an idiot. Why couldn’t I recover as quickly as he did?
“What floor are you going to?”
“Right.” I spun around, facing the panel of buttons, finding that my floor was already lit up. Of course. “Looks like we’re going to the same place.” I stepped backward, placing my back firmly against the mirrored wall, nowhere near him.
He chuckled, but said nothing, and I didn’t engage.
Goodness, Gwendolyn, you’re twenty-seven-years-old. Get over yourself! You can handle being in an elevator with an attractive man. I managed a small smile and loosened my grip on the railing behind me. No, that wasn’t accurate. Declan wasn’t an attractive man. He was sexy to the point of being sinful. That man had basically had me wrapped in his arms not even an hour before, but seeing him in the brightly lit elevator made my pulse quicken. His jacket was draped over his arm and his tie hung like a scarf over his shoulders.
I had to force myself not to look at the exposed skin where he’d left his buttons undone, imagining the tattoos he’d shown me. I cleared my throat. “Did you enjoy the wedding?”
He nodded. “I did.”
“That’s good.” I stifled a groan. Why am I so awkward?
“One part in particular, I found to be quite enjoyable.”
“Oh?”
He took a step toward me and his bright eyes practically sparkled. “Yeah.”
No other words were needed. I knew what he meant, and he knew that I knew.
I pressed my lips together.
The elevator dinged on our floor and the doors opened.
“After you.” Declan put his arm out to make sure it didn’t close on me.
“Thanks.” I stepped past him and turned right. He followed. When I arrived at my door. I stopped and he did as well. I cursed myself for not having dug my key card out while in the elevator. As I searched through my purse for my wallet, he leaned against the wall beside my room.
“Might as well make sure you get in safely. Since I’m here.” His voice was deep and sultry. The man practically had a neon sign flashing above his head that said, Made for Sex. For the first time in my life, the thought of having a one-night stand crossed my mind. Albeit, a fleeting thought, but still a thought.
I located my keycard, but it fell through my fingers as I pulled it from my wallet.
Declan retrieved it from the ground, slid it in the door, then turned the handle and pushed inward, holding it open with his foot, before handing the card back to me.
I gulped. “Thanks.”
His pupils widened, swallowing up his irises. “You’re welcome.”
Neither of us moved.
Want to come in? was on the tip of my tongue. Except I wasn’t one of those girls.
Declan reached a hand toward my face and I didn’t move—didn’t even breathe—as he swept an errant hair behind my ear. His hand lingered against my cheek and I practically melted. When he dropped his hand, I instantly missed the tingle. I held my breath as he bent down and kissed my forehead softly. “Good night, Gwen.”
My mouth went completely dry and I fumbled, “G-good night.”
He pushed my door all the way open and I forced myself through it, leaving him in the hall. Once safely in my room, I reclined against the door and breathed deeply. My head was spinning. If he’d have asked to come in, I would’ve let him, and I had no clue as to why. I’d been able to control myself around men before, why was this any different? The idea of having sex with a random stranger had never appealed to me, yet there I was, closing my eyes and imagining Declan in my room. In my bed. Naked.
My thighs clenched. I was a good girl. I didn’t do drugs, I didn’t drink in excess, I’d never skipped school, had never gotten a speeding ticket, and most definitely had never wanted to have a one-night stand with a god-like specimen of the male species. Why not, Gwen? I tested out his nickname for me, liking it. A lot. That was a good question. I was an adult. Plenty of women enjoyed casual sex. It’d been a couple of months since I’d even had sex, so why couldn’t I allow myself one night of pleasure. No pressure. No dating. Just…feeling…
Before I could give it a second thought I spun around, opened the door to my hotel room, and nearly collided with Declan, making me squeal.
“Sorry, princess. Didn’t mean to scare ya.” His voice was low and gravely and spoke directly to my core.
“What—?” I couldn’t bring myself to finish the sentence. I didn’t have to because he read my mind.
He ran a hand over his short strawberry-blond hair. “I told myself I’d wait for a few minutes and if you didn’t open the door, I’d go to my room and forget about whatever the fuck it is I’m feeling here.”
I blinked.
“Christ, I didn’t expect you to actually open the door.” He huffed out a small laugh.
I whispered, “I’m…umm, I’m not sure why I did.”
He nodded slowly, resting a hand against the door frame. “Tell me to go to my room, Gwen. Tell me not to touch you. Not to kiss you. Not to fuck you on every inch of this hotel room.”
I gulped and his eyes dropped to my throat.
“Shit, princess,” he growled. “I’m no good for you.”
My heart drummed against my ribs as I choked out, “Yes.”
His eyelids shuttered for a brief moment. “Yes, go to my room?”
I bit my lip.
“Or yes come in?”
My body forgot to breathe as I took a step to the side, making space for him to pass me, my eyes never leaving his.
His arm dropped from the doorway and he stood, towering over me with his presence. “Do you know what you’re asking for?” He pinned me with his stare.
I nodded. “Yes.”
He took a step forward, so he was half-in and half-out of my room. His gaze dropped to my lips and I took a step inside, letting the door fall from behind me, and he thrust his hand forward, stopping it from closing on him as he straddled the entrance.
He took a deep breath. “Last chance, Gwen.”
I clenched my fists by my side, digging my nails into my palms, and managed to say, “Come in, Declan.”
In a swift move, he was in my room, the door shut, his jacket discarded on the ground and he had me pinned against the wall with his body. His breath smelled of whisky and spearmint gum, but I liked it. It was manly and—
His lips crashed into mine and oh good lord, I saw stars. There were tiny explosions everywhere behind my eyelids as his palms hit the wall, caging me in. He wasn’t kissing me—he was devouring me, and I’d never felt so desired before. I moaned into his mouth and laced my fingers behind his neck. He answered me with a groan that was portentous and dominant and I knew then that I’d made a good decision. Declan was going to show me how sex—in its primal form—was supposed to be.
And that’s how I ended up having my one and only one-night stand, and I knew from the moment he’d kissed me, I’d never—ever—forget it.